Hello it's me again. :D Mikhail desu.

I started this post thinking of dedicating short messages to some people around me. I don't know what it's for, but I just feel like it. Perhaps what I say doesn't mean much or what but well it's generally what I have to say to you guys. And don't mind the length! I'm just typing the first 1 or 2 thoughts that come to my mind when I'm typing it out. :) This is a bit weird cos probably only 1 out of 10 or maybe even 1 out of 15 will actually read this post -______________- haha!

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Wow I spent slightly more than 2 hours on this entry. :)

I stayed awake overnight :D

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The second person to have ever loved me with all her heart and I let her slip away just like that. and I just let her slip away. The fuck is wrong with you, Mikhail.

You get your filthy paws on her someone's gonna have some broken fingers. Motherfuckers.

let that one slip by. Totally damaging of my pride, but I let it slip by because of your exams. If it happens again, I cannot guarantee your friend's injury-freeness for failing to mind his own business and staying the hell out of other peoples.

why do you welcome guys into your life so freely? 

i had a nightmare.

i was going to die and i could only contact one person before i did. the first person that came to my mind was you.

to hold you.

i love you. i miss you so much. i hope that, you have not moved on just yet.

if you've found someone else and were moving on the least you could do is tell me instead.

you probably figured out by now, i've been eating meals regularly now, but you probably don't give a fuck anymore.

i wanted to talk to you about something really important today, but you flatly rejected me. sometimes i really do not know whether your actions and words are justified or not. 

lunch 1pm chicken rice at science
dinner 7pm dining hall dinner.

hi..

i had maggi for lunch today cos I came back from chalet and slept till around 2? Had dinner at 7pm though. Dining hall dinner, which was spaghetti and meatballs.

I keep thinking of how things will be like in the future. I keep an optimistic outlook.